The back up plan

Hi, this is an explanation of my ' back up plan'

the 'back up plan'
ill explain this, the back up plan is my name for the things you would never do, you did, and cant put your finger on it why.

i get too angry, the back up plan comes out, i get annoyed, i shove and i cry. then when they do what i asked in the first place, i leave them be.

like if i ask someone to leave me alone and they shove me, it comes. poof. i'm not too keen on it